You know when something happens, that you tell yourself shouldn't happen, happens? Well that was me recently. I did something not necessarily bad but perhaps over the long run not fantastic either. I feel like I'm in some sort of limbo emotionally not really anywhere or with a plan to go places. Yet perhaps thats ok, perhaps you can't plan and sort and account for every action. Things happen for reasons, irespective of what you want to do or aim to do.

None could make sense of my head right now. Not even I.

I just don't know what to do with myself...